I'm a rat in a trap and that's that I'm the monkey on your back I wanna go home, 'cause I'm feeling alone And everyones looking down at their phones Can you tell me what the fuck happened In the years that went by that I spent napping? It happens, and you can't subtract them I never party but somehow I'm always at them late And I'm gonna get drunk fast and withhold my name And then I'll walk right past the doorway I came in The room you felt alone in Another Irish goodbye, another social sin Introverted like this Then you're on the verge of a break-an anxiety crisis But then you didn't seem too silent Kind of alive, so I figured you'd be alright and I made a break to another room There was a mess of the stuff they needed another vacuum I never felt so cheap I always felt so used, now I feel so weak and late And I got drunk fast, and withheld my name I tried to walk right past The room that you were in, the room I fell in love in Another tragic hello, another beginning And I know what they say You gotta keep yourself protected Like loves just some selfish game Where I always let them win