Am I a striking scar
Or just another faint scratch
I ran so far
Now I'm impossible to catch
Keep me up in the clouds
'Cause I don't wanna come down
Then I'll know I never mattered
No one wants me around
Do me a favor
Get me out of my head
Let me feel a little pain
Let me know I'm not dead
They say that they love me
I can't trust that they're genuine
I'll push you all away
I'll just keep running
Just give me a reason
Give me something to believe in
I'm sick of living with a dream
That I can't trust
Stay for just one season
Can't go on if you keep leaving
Help me reach for the stars
That I know I'll never touch
I can scream
I can cry
But I guess no one's ever listening
I can't live, but I can't die
Why am I so afraid of everything
This path is getting darker with every step that I take
And I don't want to give in to this
I don't want to break
And you have tried
To end your life
So many times
I can't deny
But in my spite
I check my pride
I found a future
It seems hopeless
Just emptiness
But don't forget
Through all of it
You may regret
What you have said
But it gets better
But you get better