Wake up in the dark and I reach for my nightstand
Wake up in the dark and I reach for my nightstand
They tell me to keep it up, I don't know if I can
Wake up in the bathtub, blood all over my hands
Smiling, this is my moment
Tell me if you think that it's worth it again
Lately I've been thinking 'bout my purpose, oh man
Nightmare, I'm in a circus
Worst part is that I think that I deserve this
Where do I go
I'm so lost
Can't get rid of the smell of exhaust
I can't lie, there's lines that I've crossed
Trust me though, I payed the cost
Wake up in the dark and I reach for my nightstand
They tell me to keep it up, I don't know if I can
Wake up in the bathtub, blood all over my hands
Smiling, this is my moment
Wake up in the dark and I reach for my nightstand
They tell me to keep it up, I don't know if I can
Wake up in the bathtub, blood all over my hands
Smiling, I smile, oh man
Don't look at me I get so frozen
Lay down to show my devotion
When do I show my emotion
Mix liquor up, It's a potion
I still move all alone
I can't remember my childhood phone
I thought I'd overdose
Oh, I always kept it close
And in my mind I know
I never wanted to go
I'm glad I'm here tonight
I'm glad I'm still alive
Wake up in the dark and I reach for my nightstand
They tell me to keep it up, I don't know if I can
Wake up in the bathtub, blood all over my hands
Smiling, this is my moment
Wake up in the dark and I reach for my nightstand
They tell me to keep it up, I don't know if I can
Wake up in the bathtub, blood all over my hands
Smiling, this is my moment