Writer's block, sick of grippin' on this damn pencil Messin' with this man's mental. I need to take a break. I got simple symptoms of a man, gentle Stressing 'cause my fam' miss you I need to see your face On the Grand Central, navigation telling' me to drive slow Thinkin' about all of the places I roam and people in my home I wanna know why they come and go Why I'm getting all these thoughts the piano and the drum evoke I'm reminded of the first time we spoke, how you loved the First rhyme I wrote, except the curses, but you loved the jokes How you told me nights I wasn't actin' right Never letting me take some bad advice, we had our fights, but It's like your life was meant for you to be my mentor and my guardian These feelings that I never want to enter in my heart again Are seeping in, I'm weakened, I'm alive but I'm cold I imagine you're my passenger, Reminisce on the road, back through time Time, time goes By Still I cry Reminiscing 'bout you And at night, I close my eyes And ask why I have to live without you (In My Life) First Michael Jackson passes, now every day I'm askin' Why weren't you able to stay? Days are only kind of better, so I'm writing you this letter Full of things I never got to say First and foremost I love you and that never changes When you left, I couldn't gauge it, the pain was outrageous But now it's kind of strange, you help me get through the days just By thinking of your face and reminiscing through the pages Everything I wrote and that I'm saying on them stages I'm passionate, I hear your laugh again and little traces Of your smile flicker through my closed eyes Wishin' I could nose dive in your heart's ocean and just float by Who knows why I feel the way that I do I got more to say but I think that I'll just save it for you For that first day we meet again, the stories will be told We'll be drivin' through our lives and reminisce On the road, back through time Time, time goes By Still I cry Reminiscing 'bout you And at night, I close my eyes And ask why I have to live without you (In My Life) Writer's block, sick of grippin' on this damn pencil Messin' with this man's mental. I need to take a break. I got simple symptoms of a man, gentle Stressing 'cause my fam' miss you. I need to see your face Time, time goes By Still I cry Reminiscing 'bout you And at night, I close my eyes And ask why I have to live without you (In My Life) Reminiscing on the better days Close my eyes and its like I can see your face Grandpa always had a joke, I remember like it was yesterday Last night when I fell asleep I dreamed you were here right next to me. We were young playing in the street Just kicking it old school like this beat (This beat) Best friend always had my back Always real and Im really grateful for that Good friends from back in the days So no one can every, every take your place Seems like all my inspiration is moving and leaving and passing on Bright stars that inspire me, Touch my life and next minute theyre gone