I love you so much that I forgot what I looked like I was too obsessed with if I looked good enough in your eyes So I gave my soul to an angel in black clothes And I wouldn't feel at home if I didn't feel guilty I wish I weren't too afraid to tell you but the words are stuck in my throat And I'm speechless I need a chiropractor to realign my bones My spine has been misplaced from the times I feel like I let you down I was your safety net and honestly i resent that My hands were full so I couldn't catch myself I tried to meet you halfway now I'm sitting alone in my car wondering why I blew off my friends And I am not a crier but I'm gonna lose my shit if I ever feel this lonely again I tried to meet you halfway now I'm sitting alone in my car wondering why I blew off my friends And I am not a crier but I'm gonna lose my shit if I ever feel this lonely again