Find something to use my words with
But I can never make them fit just right
Maybe for tonight
I'll push for good signs
And all of the times
I've waited to make up my mind
Stay attached to the way you live
Make it harder just to leave here
So I won't ever give
Into impulse fed by momentary
Mental discomfort temporary
Bleed the feeling until you can stand still
Sure I was bullied when I was younger but
Why do I care what they think?
Why do I care what they think?
Sure, my dad had a huge chip on his shoulder
But why did it impact me?
But why did it impact me?
Hell yeah
A friend was dead and family lost
But I'm still here
Spilling my woes
Without taking action
Or a step in the right direction
Can you feel me?
I feel like I'm barely here
Like my presence only exists when I try to let it
I'm trying
Stay attached to the way you live
Make it harder just to leave here
So I won't ever give
Into impulse fed by momentary
Mental discomfort temporary
Bleed the feeling until you can stand still
What do I look like? A super human being
Who can harden his mind and shed off everything
With a half forced okay smile I guess
I'll try but what's the point if I'm gone tomorrow?
To feel better I'll convince myself I have a soul
Is that what could make me more lovable?
The notion that there's something concealed within my chest
I'll try to pry it out and show them I've got nothing left
Tell me the worst thing that's ever happened to you
I wanna know wanna know I wanna know the truth
Why do you even wake up?
What makes us still try to survive
When we're already barely alive?
How do they do it?
They always just keep waking up
Every morning just to rob the world of its love
It makes me sick it makes me weak
I can't breathe
Hopefully I can choke and pass in my sleep
I don't wanna have kids cause I don't wanna see their face
When they realize they're stuck
And have to live inside this place
Same old kid and same old story
I'll pin my note to the door
And you'll find it in the morning
Same old kid same story
SAME OLD KID SAME STORY!