Keep having dreams where I just scream and no one hears me
I just swear and I just shake until I can't breathe
Wake up hot and wet and sweating through the top sheet
Wake up weary-eyed and terrified again
My indecision over who I can or will be
Is just so all-encompassing that it might kill me
And if you rearrange the puzzle, man I'm still me
You know who I am is who I've always been
Back on my bullshit
Panicked, pacing
Wasting my time
I've been
Wandering these alleyways
Trying to find a place to call my home
I've been
Humming all these melodies
Trying to find a voice to call my own
These bad dreams
They break me down but I get up
'Cause I'm still holding out for good luck
So as I wrestle out the words to say what I need
I reminisce on all the years it took to find me
What my soul has tried my whole life to remind me
That who I am is who I've always been
Back on my old shit
Honest, asking
Where is my mind?
I've been
Wandering these alleyways
Trying to find a place to call my home
I've been
Humming all these melodies
Trying to find a voice to call my own
These bad dreams
They break me down but I get up
'Cause I'm still holding out for good luck
Good luck
Good luck
Good luck
Good luck