I'm losing grip on my sanity My subconscious is tormenting me for reasons I can't even seem to understand I wear it every day like a boulder on my shoulders I can feel its weight, its crushing pressure Get me out of this broken shell Get me out of this mental cell Every day is repeating itself I have created a place to call Hell A place I can't even rest my head I wish I could be someone else instead Inflicting nothing but misery It's taken everything Everything from me There's no escape, there's nowhere to run First thing in the morning I hear it calling my name I can feel myself collapsing The pressure is overwhelming Knock knock Who's there motherfucker? Me again, 5 AM motherfucker! Fuck, why can't you stay out of my head? No, I'm never leaving you, my old friend My old friend! Let's kiss the Devil's hand A place I can't even rest my head I wish I could be someone else instead Inflicting nothing but misery It's taking everything from me