I dropped you off At the airport And my thoughts Turned to sin What evil froth Could I lather up To daub my too-clean head? What sacrifice perform? What ritual blood spill What destruction celebrate With you gone Flying into the sun to melt the wax in my wings Burn myself up Purging sin with pure sin Only death is sublime the fire's so bright It invites me to die But I'd never have you In sackcloth and ashes And the blood rushes back To my head as I wake To your call to your call Down my long dungeon hall As you beg me me to put off Death for awhile To live while i have a life And die when we're dead To live while i have a life And die when we're dead And then I say You don't understand You don't know what it's like Aw fuck it I'm going back to my Speed fortress Where i don't have any needs Don't need you Don't need food Don't need to sleep All I need is booze In my speed fortress My feelings locked up tight My brain's a coil ready to spring I can fuck I can fly I can do anything In my speed fortress No one can get inside No one can hurt me Cuz I have no feelings I can't feel shit You can't make me Yours is a foreign tongue A foreign place Blue speck Drifting into Infinite space In my speed fortress My feelings locked up tight My brain's a coil ready to spring I can fuck I can fly I can do anything Anything I want You can't stop me I'm sucked back Into my black Cold confort Into my lonesome void Into my lonesome glassedin void You can't love me there You can't touch me there You can't reach me there You can't fuck me there Fuck you Don't tell me I'm deluding myself I'm a teenager