You were sitting next to me
With ash-blond hair
And it's distant, but I know the feeling's still there
And I'm sick of fucking filtering
I barely breathe air
When it's lights out but I know the fear is still there
I kept a quarter on the centerpiece for you to de-stress
Three in the morning before sunset
You know everything is make believe inside of your chest
I got pieces I lost I can never get back
Swim through the dark and I made it right back
Nights on the porch smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th I could never change that
Cough sounding hoarse felt my lungs turn black
Turn from the door stepping on the fall leaves
Everything's forever if you make yourself believe
From the bong huolon blowing out a blueberry
Every time I'm too gone it seems you're always calling me
Come slow down, it's alright now
Silent sounds, my baby quiet down
I told you it's alright now
Shame it broke down, you can't hide now
Tall, green grass, I need to lie down
Days that stretch on, past sundown
Off of my chest, I can't find out
If what we promised would still apply now
Bye now
It's hard for me
It's hard for me
(We still fight now)
It's hard to leave
(We still fight now)
Find me
You were sitting next to me
With ash-blond hair
And it's distant, but I know the feeling's still there
And I'm sick of fucking filtering
I barely breathe air
When it's lights out but I know the fear is still there
I kept a quarter on the centerpiece for you to de-stress
Three in the morning before sunset
You know everything is make believe inside of your chest
I got pieces I lost I can never get back