I wanna be kissed like when I was small You grew up and I got smaller than before You went to clean up while I was shaking on the floor But I didn't know how to say (I don't want you near me) You deserved better so I gave you my body ♪ Time to count the kisses spent I'll use my body to pay the rent I said it was fine in your defence But I didn't know how to say I don't want you to touch me I didn't know how to say I don't want you to touch me I didn't know how to say I don't want you to touch me I'll love Myself if you touch me like that Can't speak Hold off my panic attack Use me Use me if you just insist That you love The body you refuse to kiss I'm not used to being loved The kisses that led to sex were close enough I'm in a strangers arms, a strangers bed I can't relax my fucking head I didn't know how to say I don't want you near me I didn't know how to say I don't want you to touch me I didn't know how to say I don't want you to fuck me (I'll love) (Myself if you touch me like that) Fuck me (Can't speak) (Hold off my panic attack) Fuck me (Use me) (Use me if you just insist) Fuck me (That you love) (The body you refuse to kiss) (Love me) Fuck me (Use me) Love me ♪ I didn't know how To say I want you to love me