Why does it feel like I'll never get it right All at the same time The articles pinned to my wall Convince me I've got it all Friendships rise and fall all the time But at the end of the day I can't say that I'm okay Problems that remain are still mine I'm too big of a nihilist for a world like this, I know When I look at my life ahead well I don't see why I'd go I'm too big of a narcissist to go out like this, it shows I've always been a coward but That's just something everybody already knows Wish I was free not locked in a cage Wasted nights and days The feathers pinned into my side Make it hard to unsubscribe to things I never wanted for my life If you would peel back all my skin Deciphering my intention I think that I could really let you in I'm too big of a nihilist for a world like this, I know When I look at my life ahead well I don't see why I'd go I'm too big of a narcissist to go out like this, it shows I've always been a coward but That's just something everybody already knows I'm too big of a nihilist When I look at my life ahead I'm too big of a narcissist