We'll i'm a little bitter, i'm a little bitter sweet I'm feeling like a failure but maybe you're doing worse than me And i'm a little upset Imma dwell on this Imma stew for days until i cant get over it But it was Halloween 2018 And i was smoking cigarettes Got yelled at in the basement In front of all of your friends Never saw that as shitty cuz you were too fucked up Maybe you apologized but if you did then i forgot I could name a lot of times i was the butt end of a joke I was hiding in the kitchen, just wanting to go home I was driving back and forth between the taco bell on highway 16 Always paying for it, and now i'm not look at my savings And sure i hit the psych ward And sure i'm fucking broke But id prefer that to being made fun of and being allowed to be alone My roommate notices the signs the asking for permission I dont know if he hates me or if he hurts the same way i did Well, im a little bitter, i'm a little bitter sweet I'm feeling like a failure but maybe you're doing worse than me And i'm a little upset Imma dwell on this Imma stew for days until i cant get over it