I sat alone for the rest of the year And your friends would steal glances Yeah I'd catch them stare. Every time their eyes would linger I wonder what they're thinking Do they see a kid or someone unforgiving Am I just a shell of a person to you Or am I left a memory So I can stay good I know I've been warped and I'm sorry for that I miss how you saw me I miss making you laugh I don't know where to go from here Maybe if I write enough I'll disappear I don't need your eyes to exist anymore no You taught me to love And you taught me war Hi I hope you're doing better than the last time we talked (I miss you) There's not really much else to say is there (I uh, kind of hope you're hearing this)