I've been stuck in all these cycles
Desolate in my room again
One small thing could send me spiralling
My dad raises his concerns
I say it's just my legs are hurting, I'm too tired to walk the dog
I wonder if he believes it as I ask for him to shut the door
Write to keep my mind off the aching
Check my phone every once or twice
I just want to take a shower
Why won't my legs cooperate
I'm tired of feeling empty
Tired of writing bout it too
Tired of the look in your eyes when I show this song to you
I'm sorry
I can't help it
I want to be there for you
Be stronger than I am
Forgive me
I'm trying my best
It just takes a little longer for me to get out of bed
Oh no one misses myself as much as me
It's been four years since it started
Didn't think I'd make it this far
My mother says she's proud of me
But the aching is much louder
They say I'll make it through this
But it gets harder every time
Still I'm pulling through it, I can't watch you lose your smile
Believe me when I say this
I'm fighting just to stay here
Sewing up my pieces every time I fall apart
I'm still here
Though I tore myself apart
I still want to be there for you but this is more than what I want
I'm breathing, I'm still trying my best
Through the aching in my body, centered in my chest
Oh no one misses myself as much as me
Oh no one misses myself as much as me
Oh no one misses myself as much as me