I grieve the connotations of your name
I remember when I realized that they'll never be the same
I understand the difference in the way we frame events
That led to pain that I have yet to tame
But is it really broken
If it can break again
And if I could travel way back then
And if I had the chance to warn her
I'd hold back my tears
And I'd hold my tongue
I'd hold my tongue
I'd hold my tongue
And I wouldn't say
It only ends in pain
No wisdom to be gained
You'll never wanna try again
You'll never wanna make another friend
So pick someone safer
Someone you like less
Darling, this'll turn into a mess
You've always been a mess
Whatever we had went from
Apples to oranges, dust to dust
I'll finish this chapter alone if I must
Apples to oranges, not much in between
I blinked and must've missed the transformation it seems
Apples to oranges, I don't have regrets
I won't believe that kind eyes are nothing but threats
Apples to oranges, I'm glad that I cared
'Cause now I know that heartbreak isn't too much to bear
I grieve the connotations of your name
I remember when I realized that they'll never be the same
I fight the thoughts that tell me I'm to blame
And I resist the urge to hope that you feel shame
I wish you had a better reason
I really could've used just one more season
You told me it's normal, but I already know
I've spent my whole life watching how other people go
Do you remember saying, "not just willing happy"
Well I think I know exactly
When you stopped being willing
But when did you stop being happy?
When did this go from
Apples to oranges, dust to dust
I'll finish this chapter alone if I must
Apples to oranges, not much in between
I blinked and must've missed the transformation it seems
(I miss the apples)
Apples to oranges, I don't have regrets
(I miss the, I miss the kind eyes)
I won't believe that kind eyes are nothing but threats
(I miss the apples)
Apples to oranges, I'm glad that I cared
'Cause now I know that heartbreak isn't too much to bear