I Woke up tonight Opened my eyes Felt so alone So sick of this life So I bought a gun Say goodbye it's been fun Before I lock and load Baby please pray for my soul I point it right Between my eyes Sometimes I wanna die But there's an angel by my side And it said not tonight Tonight go feel alive It's like my hearts on fire Like I could never die Is that what god feels like Is this what love feels like Followed my angels wings Into a blinding light I wanna live like that Fly down and save your live Please let me say goodbye Life on earths been taking its toll So I'm flying up to heaven tonight I said I'm flying up to heaven tonight