I tried so hard to keep my life From slipping away from me But no matter how hard I try All that I seem to be Is a liar and a cheat too Terrified to make things right So I'll just lock it all away And keep it out of sight I've never felt so sick and on my own I'm done with trying The meds won't work tonight There's no more will to fight And we're so close and yet so far apart There's no escaping I'm drowning in my own fantasies Dreams all made of hypocrisy This fight Stop turn Back round You'll learn This time You'll see Just trust In me I've never felt so sick and on my own I'm done with trying The meds won't work tonight There's no more will to fight And we're so close and yet so far apart There's no escaping I'm drowning in my own fantasies Dreams all made of hypocrisy I've never felt so sick and on my own I'm done with trying The meds won't work tonight There's no more will to fight And we're so close and yet so far apart There's no escaping I'm drowning in my own fantasies Dreams all made of hypocrisy