I've been thinking why I keep waking up I wanna sleep I've had enough I don't wanna do this anymore Stuck inside this mind of mine There is no escaping this Am I wasting my time? What do I live for, why am I alive? I'm lonely but I'm not alone Don't worry when I'm on my own I'm not gonna lock the door I don't do that no more One day I wanna grow old I'm sorry From the bottom of heart I should kill myself today And come back to life And start again I'm sorry for the choices that I've made I hate myself and I'm ashamed I'm sorry for the things that I have said It wasn't me, It was the voices in my head I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry You've got me feeling like a lost cause For everything I said I'd rather hang inside my living room Because I'm better off dead And now I know why You had to leave me all alone again Because I didn't know how To treat you like a queen and not a friend I'm sorry for the choices that I've made I hate myself and I'm ashamed I'm sorry for the things that I have said It wasn't me, It was the voices in my head