Just as you're waiting, you sit up in your evil chair Looking down on me, you never really give a shit I've been searching for you, I've stuck up for you Too many times, well I got my real answer And now I am my only war Each time I thought that I had answers You come again; Evil answers throw me back down in the hole Just when I would think to pass Nothings gonna give Each time you walk on by Do you really think I... watch... care? It never really feels too good when I'm Holding everything inside of me now that you would