I can't remember what it means to be alive Will you show me? will you show me how to get inside? I can't remember what it means to sacrifice When I can't even feel the pain when I've been so anesthetized. No, I don't mean anything Nothing to the divine As I lay my heart before you I burn in the shadow of the saint and the valentine Kiss the cold and the dark, And say goodnight to the memories The ghost of a yesterday Will hold you close to keep the hurt at bay As our time transpired We became as effigies Underneath a veil of grey Collapsing in on our own decay