I heard you scream Everyone you know is starting to settle down A tainted bloodstream I just want to hear about the life you've found You told me last night in your dream That I made you a promise I would hang around I didn't know what awful was 'til you left town I didn't know what awful was 'til you left town I could've sworn as you rose Your obituary was written in prose I'd never seen your father cry I don't see him anymore, I wonder why How could I tell your mother that The second that I left was when they called me back If I had to Come home I would need you I ask myself if I killed you If I could think about it, I wouldn't want to If I had to kill you I guess I would but I wouldn't want to If I had to kill you I guess I would but I wouldn't want to If I had to kill you I guess I would but I wouldn't want to If I had to I wouldn't want to