Im only 16 years old And ive decided im gonna die alone When im sat alone in bed No notifications, i may as well be dead No-one to say goodnight for so long You dont know what you had until its gone Maybe if i was better looking, i wouldn't have to look For so long for somebody to lean on Maybe if i had clear face, maybe if i wrote better songs Maybe i could more easily fall in love Take this shitty chord progression Please put it somewhere better Sometimes i look at the stars And wonder if its all gonna go really wrong Maybe if i was better looking, i wouldn't have to look For so long for somebody to lean on Maybe if i had clear face, maybe if i wrote better songs Maybe i could more easily fall in love I think some things sometimes That make me scare my self Could be worse or better Why do i do this to myself Its only gonna hurt Why do i even try Im sorry Im sorry