It's late and wet And everything I've done and said is coming back to me One by one under the street lights Silk strings tightening on my chest Come to me tonight, stinking of alcohol and sweat and all your sins And all you've run from Unapologetically, crying for sweet relief again Not to be a pain But I finally see What you really mean When you say What I say Is wrong Make me feel safe tonight Make me feel like I have no problems and the world doesn't either Make me feel like all your fairy lights are just wrapping around my wrists Not to be a pain But I finally see What you really mean When you say What I say Is wrong Remember all those pink skied nights Where I'd come and sit down and let you wrap your roots beneath my skin? Everything seemed so simple when you're naive and just a kid Never was afraid, anything would happen Were you falling apart or did I slip? You think I'm dumb but I know what you've really done The duality of being controlled, I guess it's my own fault I'm breaking free, didn't think that's what I really wanted I'm breaking free, didn't think that's what I really wanted I'm breaking free, didn't think that's what I really wanted I'm breaking free, didn't think that's what I really wanted