For months on end I've been feelin like I'm not in my own body I've been controllin' myself behind a screen For months on end I've been been feelin the flies behind my eyes Bugs are crawlin' underneath my skin Destroy my accent Put my confident face on Grate the skin off where my shoulder blades are Watch the skin fall I'm malnourished By the time winter calls I'm white again (Open wide again) I have no strength (Just a weak boy) Time to get my shit run And wrap myself up 15 layers deep Cuz that's exactly what I need So to every single fucker whos ever doubted me I recommend you watch your backs indefinitely And don't be surprised if I show up at your place Begging and pleading for somewhere to stay So to every single fucker whos ever doubted me I recommend you watch your backs indefinitely And don't be surprised if I show up at your place Begging and pleading for somewhere to stay