But all the spots on my face
They won't go away
I put mountains of cream on them
Just to feel okay
Tried to sleep for longer
To reduce my eye bags
My one week of happiness
Ain't coming back
Try to accept that I'll always be red
Always be masculine and never perceived as
Something delicate
Something non-harmful
Look, I swear to god that I won't be an arsehole
Paranoia is common
In my daily routine
That bus driver definitely hates me
I think I'm gonna throw up
If I get too scared
My first response to sadness
Is to be irrepaired
Try to relinquish those thoughts in your head
That men will not harm you
But most men will try to appear
Sheepishly tame
Only to hurt you
I shan't take this personally I've learnt from last few
I'll declaw my paws
Put on woollen mittens
I'm shamelessly trying to be tame I'll admit it
I'm not like the rest
I'll be as small as I can
No matter my identity I'll always be viewed as a man
Grow my hair out
Shave my face everyday
Cut holes in my chest
If I don't eat the pain will go away
I don't deserve life
Or the praise that I get
If I try hard to pretend
Then I'll seem like I am just
Confidently broken
Tragically unspoken
An artist in peril
I'm less peril more pathetic
I'm scratching at these walls
With my teeth not my claws
Oh why is it human just to want
To be loved by everyone
Confidently broken
Tragically unspoken
An artist in peril
I'm less peril more pathetic
I'm scratching at these walls
With my teeth not my claws
Oh why is it human just to want
To be loved by everyone
Confidently broken
Tragically unspoken
An artist in peril
I'm less peril more pathetic
I'm scratching at these walls
With my teeth not my claws
Oh why is it human just to want
To be loved by everyone
Confidently broken
Tragically unspoken
An artist in peril
I'm less peril more pathetic
I'm scratching at these walls
With my teeth not my claws
Oh why is it human just to want
To be loved by everyone
Confidently broken
Tragically unspoken
An artist in peril
I'm less peril more pathetic
I'm scratching at these walls
With my teeth not my claws
Oh why is it human just to want
To be loved by everyone