Somewhere deep inside me fester memories and dreams I try to pin them down but I can't hear beyond the screams All I recall with clarity is sunshine and its merry song What are these thoughts so vague and deep beyond? Deep inside my mind What is there to find? Who is she that I see, could it be, is it me, or just a dream? Crying out, but without any way she can shout her silent scream Is this rage at her cage or wars she cannot wage chained in my soul Can I find from my mind that which I left behind making me whole Flashes like camera bulbs fire in my brain Is this truly me, am I going insane? In faint bloody flashes I watch people die And if that was me, then who am I? Locked away from the fray lest they say what I may truly deserve Through my tears I can hear echoes of creeping fear whispering words In my soul, taking hold, trying to make me whole, bringing me back What I saw, came before, leads to a gaping maw, twisting the track Flashes like camera bulbs fire in my brain Is this truly me, am I going insane? In faint bloody flashes I watch people die And if that was me, then who am I? Oh, you can't erase me Oh, you can't unmake me Oh, you can't erase me Oh, you can't unmake me Flashes like camera bulbs fire in my brain Is this truly me, am I going insane? In faint bloody flashes I watch people die And if that was me, then who am I? This cannot be, but here I see a face I know so well Loki should be dead, but here she sits, a broken shell Baldur died and for that crime we watched her burn in bloody pain Did Odin think to save her for this train? If we were betrayed There's a price to pay Fury like thunderbolts burns in my veins If that's truly her then I know who's to blame Odin passed judgement; we all watched her die But if that is Loki she'll pay for her lies Flashes like camera bulbs fire in my Is this truly me, am I going insane? In faint bloody flashes I watch people And if that was me, then who the fuck am I?