I couldn't move, I was more than confused
I was experiencing desperation
I had been cursed, and it only got worse
When I got caught up in that situation
I couldn't breath, I was never at ease
I was a wrecking ball of aggravation
I had my doubts that I'd find a way out
With all the agony intepridation
The words I never said out loud
And the things I never did at all
Are coming back to haunt me
Now that I'm alive
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
Yeah, I was born on the carpeted floor
Watching the headlights ignite my ceiling
I couldn't sleep, couldn't get up to eat
And I was hungry for a different feeling
The words I never said out loud
And the things I never did at all
Are coming back to haunt me
Now that I'm alive
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I couldn't move, I was more than confused
I was experiencing desperation
I had been cursed, and it only got worse
When I got caught up in that situation
Terrorize, too busy playing dead to be alive
Terrorize, too busy playing dead to be alive
Terrorize, too busy playing dead to be alive
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore