I hate a lot of people the first time that I meet them Hated my mother and my father I screamed at the world and cried And as the years went on, I twisted up my feelings "The world is beautiful!" A smile on my face as I spit lies You're a bitch, you're a cunt You're a lot of words I wouldn't use in mixed company When you look into my eyes I want to strangle you But I know every monster deserves a home I've almost killed myself a half a dozen times I've stared into the void, but got so fucking scared I'd pussy out I'd punch myself across the face until I bleed I'd weep until I fall asleep, pathetic helpless and alone You hold the world at arm's length, cuz you're a coward, too You'll never know my name, but I'm in love with you Because we are the same Bite your tongue and absorb the blow Every monster deserves a home Every monster deserves When did I become the kind of person that I hate? I hate a lot of people the first time that I meet them I've known myself so long, eventually I will get better I've known myself too long, my mood is changing like the weather now My mood is changing like the weather