I've been so afraid I am losing all my friends Over my mistakes I want to sleep until the end And all my life I've been running all my life I've been searching for the answer I've been so ashamed My head is heavy with each thought You are not to blame The pressure building with each thought And all my life I've been running all my life I've been searching for the answer All my life I've been running all my life I've been searching for an answer Is it getting better? Why am I so terrified I want to turn away, turn away, turn away, it seems The silence kills me They are not the same I want to tear away, tear away, tear away And all my life I've been running all my life I've been searching for the answer That's alright And that's alright That's alright That's alright That's alright Is it getting better? Why am I so terrified I want to turn away, turn away, turn away, it seems