Reverse suicide Coming back to life With a brand new heart Times are real sad Guess it's not that bad It was all my art I painted thunder clouds I painted shame I followed my own will I am responsible for all my pain Yea I found out If life ain't nothing but a chemical ride You're gonna hit the ground I get high on the spiritual things I never do come down Did I get scared Flirting with my nightmares Yea but it was fun But if life ain't nothing but a chemical ride You better paint another life and run You better paint another life and run You better You better paint another life and run Sip a chardonnay just to start the day I was so far gone Gone Just a little bit Then some more of it Never off just on I painted thunder clouds I painted shame I followed my own will I am responsible for all the pain yea I found out If life ain't nothing but a chemical ride You're gonna hit the ground I get high on the spiritual things I never do come down Did I get scared Flirting with my nightmares Yes but it was fun But if life ain't nothing but a chemical ride You better paint another life and run You better paint another life and run You better You better paint another life and run So what if I fuck up my life Ima just unfuck my life So what if I fuck up my life Ima just unfuck my life Sippin' on cyanide It's my life Ima just unfuck my life So what if I fuck up my life Ima just unfuck my life Unfuck my life If life ain't nothing but a chemical ride You're gonna hit the ground I get high on the spiritual things I never do come down Did I get scared Flirting with my nightmares Yes but it was fun But if life ain't nothing but a chemical ride You better paint another life and run You better paint another life and run You better You better paint another life and run You better You better You better You better