It took a long time for me to admit
Took a long time to see that we're just not a good fit
All my values went too far astray
I took the long way, but now I'm okay
It got colder
Last winter was hard
From December on
I felt us growing apart
I got nervous
You ignored all my calls
And I blamed me
Wondered if it's somehow my fault
You would have held me in your arms when I was down
Should have held me in your arms when I reached out
I'm okay now
I won't force myself upon you
I still love you
But I don't need you like I used to
Now and then I find myself dwelling on the past
Then I need you to remind me not everything can last
Melancholia has become my closest friend
But I keep my head up
Wait for the pain to end
You would have held me in your arms when I was down
Should have held me in your arms when I reached out
I'm okay now
I won't force myself upon you
I still love you
But I don't need you like I used to
Sometimes I get weak and I miss what we were
What good does it do?
You're not who you used to be anymore
Neither am I
I'm okay now
I won't force myself upon you
I still love you
But I don't need you like I used to
Sometimes I get weak and I miss what we were
What good does it do?
You're not who you used to be anymore
Neither am I
I'm okay now