Come a little bit closer and whisper in my ear What you never wanted anybody else to hear And I really tried to focus, but now I drifted away again For a moment I was clear, but you had gone And I try to try harder And I breathe underwater Well, I know it was easier when we were nameless, but awake I wish I could have followed when you ran away with me Never felt so hollow, I never thought that this is me So I try to try harder And I breathe underwater And I know you can feel it too The meager hope will suck me dry I never wanted to be the pain that kills you too I never wanted you to feign we're in the queue I never wanted to be your sole apology I never wanted you to take control from me If I would even bother, if I would even truly care I could have chosen other ways But I had nothing left to share So I try to try harder And I breathe underwater I don't know if you feel it too I don't think you ever knew I never wanted to be the pain that kills you too I never wanted you to feign we're in the queue I never wanted to be your sole apology I never wanted you to take control from me I never wanted to be your sole apology I never wanted you to take control from me