Here I come - trouble is my name Chaos is my father - but I'm not to blame I am only a human desaster in need of affection You're the one - you're twice as much insane I'd be happy if you'd only let me watch over you I don't need to be touched in the first place Life - I knew I couldn't cope with Life - I knew I couldn't deal with Life Nothing changes but life's not the same anymore I will see you in heaven I am on my own All alone with a Heart like concrete I will see you in heaven There's no need to cry But I know that it Feels like hell inside I am a failure - at least I'm your man I promised you nothing - so don't be surprised When I tell you that all I have planned Never more than illusions It'll be like it always has been You are the one that looks after me when I have no one to trust or to turn to In my weirdest nightmares Figure this: lost in a spider's web Too weak to handle what happened And what lies ahead Life is relentless and I'd rather wish I was dead Allthough the world keeps spinning 'round I fall I thought I could fly - but I'm back now