I'm clean when I come through The dirt is all on you The lines never to cross We didn't learn in school I try not to stay negative But I've seen too much here My head, haunted by bad memories Just further feeds the fear I'm trying to reinforce good patterns This could take years Yeah I'm getting there There's only one way through Yeah I'm getting there This change is overdue I turned down the opportunity Of fixing myself up And now all the words you used to say Still ring as true as the day you said them Over and over again I'm like a newborn baby staring at the sun You know where I've been And you know what I've done Yeah I'm like a newborn baby staring at the sun You know where I've been And you know what I've done Yeah I'm getting there There's only one way through Yeah I'm getting there This change is overdue It's not surprising how much trouble we can get in Because trouble's easy when you put your mind to it So put your mind to it So put your mind to it