He swims around in me I throw up But he's still there A steady pressing in the middle of my chest I'd give everything I had To come up for air Love's not usually this complicated She said And it echoes in my head, not usually This complicated But when you fly high you fall hard Time slows as I'm waiting for a sign While shipwrecks pile up on my coastline And he... He says I'm free to go He has no idea So what am I doing here? Pride and self-respect are things of the past The only question now is How long do I last? Love's not usually this complicated She said And it's spinning 'round my head, not usually This complicated, when you fly you fall hard Someday I'll build A bridge of broken ships to take me home