I'm dealing with pressure, I'm dealing with hate
Feeling like sinking may just be my fate
I want it now, I don't want to wait
But He tells me to trust Him and step out in faith
Keep it a hundred no time for a fake
Neighborhood hero like I got a cape
But this time it's me that'll needa be saved
Cause sometimes inside I am really afraid
Dealing with pressure, I'm dealing with hate
Feeling like sinking may just be my fate
I want it now, I don't want to wait
But He tells me to trust Him and step out in faith
Keep it a hundred no time for a fake
Neighborhood hero like I got a cape
But this time it's me that'll needa be saved
Cause sometimes inside I am really afraid
Every L is a lesson
I'm counting my blessings
My light is fluorescent
I wrestle with questions
But in He is stepping
My heart He arrested
I'll be what I'm destined
My pain I'm expressing
Still Shine like a crescent
Moon
Sometimes I can't help but feeling doomed
Late nights locked up in the room
I wanna blow up like kaboom
He cleaned my mess without a broom
We're the bride and He's the groom
Brought me smiles, erased my gloom
I opened the casket and sprayed perfume
But I still smelled the deadly fumes
So I had to open up the windows, let the light in
Knocking out the enemy like Tyson
Rolling with my herd now like a bison
Don't do drama, I'm vibing
Tryna pull me down but I'm fighting
Throw me in the ashes, I'm rising
Always down for the fam, I'm riding
Cause of Him my burden was lightened
Now my awareness is heightened
Roaring like I'm Aslan, I'm a lion
If I said I never slipped up, I'm lying
Wrestling like my name is Jacob
Covering the pain like some make up
But He reminds me what I'm made of
And for that reason I'm made up
I was way lost like a stray pup
Always working, I hate to be laid up
Working all night cause I love to stay up
Looking for a shawty and some great love
Cause I'm sick and tired of the fake love
Told the enemy it's time to pay up
Plugged into the source and stay prayed up
His burden's easy like a lay up
I'm big Shawn and I'm way up
There's plenty things that I was afraid of
But it's time that fear and I break up
Every L is a lesson
I'm counting my blessings
My light is fluorescent
I wrestle with questions
But in He is stepping
My heart He arrested
I'll be what I'm destined
(Shine don't be afraid)
I'm dealing with pressure, I'm dealing with hate
Feeling like sinking may just be my fate
I want it now, I don't want to wait
But He tells me to trust Him and step out in faith
Keep it a hundred no time for a fake
Neighborhood hero like I got a cape
But this time it's me that'll needa be saved
Cause sometimes inside I am really afraid
Dealing with pressure, I'm dealing with hate
Feeling like sinking may just be my fate
I want it now I don't want to wait
But He tells me to trust Him and step out in faith
Keep it a hundred no time for a fake
Neighborhood hero like I got a cape
But this time it's me that'll needa be saved
Cause sometimes inside I am really afraid