Feet bound think I'm drowning, sinking At the bottom of the pool, breathe in Is it the worst thing if I lie here? Pessimistic but I think I'm gonna die here If I followed you and your demons You really try to deceive them Would you look to me in the fire I lit the match you cut the wire I don't wanna see your face Get the fuck out Is everything a hook-up I'm just a fuck now I'm addicted to A different kinda view Got a man in the kitchen I make the money too Mind swallowed whole by the monster Killers among us but I'm the imposter I feel sick If I stand quick Is it my habits Or the taste of her lipstick The beat builds Mind on pills If you hate everything Lean on the windowsill I'm only playing now Not gonna push you out But if I did would you laugh Until you hit the ground If there's a god here Listen carefully I'll forgive you the mess you made If you forgive me Feet bound think I'm drowning, okay At the bottom of the pool, just a Tuesday Is it the worst thing if I die here It was obvious but now you say it's unclear I tried to follow you and your demons Against the Gods we couldn't deceive them You never cared, as I burned in fire Serenaded by the Father's choir You don't have to see my face I snuck out As I lay, you let the tears In your throat out I promise you It'll be over soon Back to normal You walk as I lay under you I know I promised I Would never go But here we are Caws the crow I said goodbye You stood below Breathe in Never go Breathe in I don't want to do this all again