Lying here on my back
Crying
You ain't a fucking man no more
Dying
Cigarette burns on me
Childish
What the fuck was I thinking
Im so sorry
Oh I'm so so sorry
I ain't deserve to know all those things
And we don't even talk no more
You would have thought you never even saw me
I guess thats who I am to you
Waking up late again
I should have fixed the curtain last night
The sun shining through way too bright
I can't take the heat no more
For them
Ac unit hanging out my window
A bucket underneath to catch where it goes
If its done freezing for a minute
How the fuck they always telling me
How I should be living
This my shit
My totem pole
Where my seeds lay
I can't go
Let time play its part
Facetime me while i'm tripping let me know
If I was being too hard
Staring into the mirror
Whose on the other side take my hand
Let me show you my scars
Walk down this road for a little bit
Why can't you take a look at my arms
See my side of things
Panic in needle park I feel the same way
I heard you the first time
But you don't ever hear me at all
Im tired of switching habits need to make my life change
Heaven or hell i'm on my way.
Lying here on my back
Crying
You ain't a fucking man no more
Dying
Cigarette burns on me
Childish
What the fuck was I thinking
Im so sorry
Oh I'm so so sorry
I ain't deserve to know all those things
And we don't even talk no more
You would have thought you never even saw me
I guess thats who I am to you
I guess thats who I am to you
I guess thats who I am to you
I guess thats who I am to you
I guess thats who I am to you