Woke myself up again by the voice in my head Convinced there's something down the hall waiting for me Now I always dread driving down the street The voice telling me to swerve is too tempting And I hate that I'm like this, how do I restart? Chemicals in my brain, a poison in my heart And I know it's taking over me slow I'm just waiting to feel hollow Because someone turned the lights out And ever since then my thoughts are too loud They're too busy planning my escape route In my head, when do I drown? Can't be in crowds without looking down I'm always prepared to surrender to the ground And my body is sick from talking 'bout it Spoke so much shit to my mirror, it reflected it back And I hate that I'm like this, buried myself deep In my own walls and worries I put around me Now I'm waiting until it all caves in I forget to breathe Because someone turned the lights out And ever since then my thoughts are too loud They're too busy planning my escape route In my head, when do I drown? I'm paranoid I've terrified myself I'm paranoid I'm terrified (uh-oh) Woke myself up again by The voice in my head Woke myself up again by The voice in my head Because someone turned the lights out And ever since then my thoughts are too loud They're too busy planning my escape route In my head, when do I drown?