I don't like who I was
Self conscious around your friends
Introduced myself only as your boyfriend
I used to wait
For your day to finally end
While all my mates were out
All the mates you never met
I should have seen your goals are not what I want
I should have seen long-distance means that I come running
We never fight but tell each other calm down
Maybe we should call it
So tell me if I'm the one you crave
It feels like we both have found a way
To fake those feelings
And make up reasons to stay
And it's getting hard to win this game
And maybe it's me that I should blame
To feed those demons
And make up reasons to stay
I don't know who you are
When I look at your face
Unambitious about us
So ambitious about yourself
What a way to let the lights go down
Without a curtain call
Tell me if I'm the one you crave
It feels like we both have found a way
To fake those feelings
And make up reasons to stay
And it's getting hard to win this game
And maybe it's me that I should blame
To feed those demons
And make up reasons to stay
I should have seen your goals are not what I want
I should have seen long-distance means that I come running
We never fight but tell each other calm down
Maybe we should call it
So tell me if I'm the one you crave
It feels like we both have found a way
To fake those feelings
And make up reasons to stay
And it's getting hard to win this game
And maybe it's me that I should blame
To feed those demons
And make up reasons to stay
To feed those demons
And make up reasons to stay