I'm watching blades of grass, I'm watching open fields Arise to flow the light on the border-line, an abyss in which I fall A train is tracking days, and a merry-go-round has fallen And once it was a mate, before hidden to other's eyes So, telling lies, it drove me with skillness through his Eyes in the darkness, again My fellow of trip, the fellow of trip And what does it mean? An old friend silently in my skin Third eye light in my dreams, an explosion in my mind I saw the hole in my soul, pleasing to his quest, charmed and close by Taking me inside worlds of altered minds Twisting all my thoughts, I grazed the Eternity And I screamed and implored "Please, hold me!" (See, don't turn your eyes and find the pain, your state of mind No dream, no moon in the sky, you can't lose sight) No more ways to control him And I couldn't bear brightness so long 'cause now I'm older (No more ways to control me) And my fellow is wild, again No more allies, just enemies Glares of mind of thee, old friend silently in my sin Third eye light in my dreams, a shine on my eyes I saw the hole in my skin, I'm pleasing to his quest, dazed and closed by Leaving tears of light in my gloomy mind Twisting all my thoughts, I lost the eternity And I screamed and implored "Please, leave me!"