I knew it was over when the feeling of this pain just became to familiar
I knew it would never be the same when my reflection wasn't matching in the mirror
I used to be a healer of sorts
Now I'm just a dealer of sores
Kinda wishing that the night would take longer to turn to day
What if I can't cope
What if I've lost hope
Truly I don't know if I can keep going on and on and on
What if I don't care
If I'm here or there
Truly I don't know if I can keep going on and on and on
(Damn)
Oh I better watch my tongue for the words I speak hold power
I wanna hold my breath and just do my best to hold onto the final hour
Do not hold on don't resuscitate
Let me go on to renew my fate
I wanna fly with the wind and let go of the sins that are keeping me awake
I don't wanna die
But I'm not present while I'm living
And the clock is steady ticking
While I'm smoking and I'm sipping it away
Now I'm numb to my surroundings
And don't care to much about it
Have no passion and my purpose starts to fade
What if I can't cope
What if I've lost hope
Truly I don't know if I could keep going on and on and on
What if I don't care
If I'm here or there
Truly I don't know if I could keep going on and on and on
And on and on and on and on
Keep going on and on and on and on and on
If I stay I'm choosing to stay
I'm choosing the way I've been destined
If I stay I'm choosing to stay
I'm choosing to play the cards I'm dealt with
If I stay I'm choosing to stay
I'm choosing the way I've been destined
If I stay I'm choosing to stay
I'm choosing to play the cards I'm dealt with
What if I can't cope
What if I've lost hope
Truly I don't know if I could keep going on and on and on
What if I don't care
If I'm here or there
Truly I don't know if I could keep going on and on and on
And on and on and on and on and on and on and on
Keep going on and on and on and on and on and on