So I grew up in a small town, Porterville to be exact. That be Central California right up in the middles where it's at. Where they might hit you with a strap huh? Or they might hit you from the back huh? 5 shots went and blew your back out. 911 better tell em bring em back up. I remember I was 10 and the Fed's hit the crib shit they even made my mother hit the floor. She was 7 months pregnant with my sis and what's funny is she even let em know. But they ain't give a fuck, best believe they Ain't give a fuck. Broke in the bathroom I was in with a shotty pulled up on me best believe that I was trippen ugh! I was trippen best believe I was trippen. And my Mama still drove me to school, like oh it don't make no difference. That's when I got educated, and that's where I got my ambition So Mama I thank you for that, I thank you for that. See I done gone through things, and I done felt that pain And I been having days, and i done seen the rain ...??? I've done seen some things but it's alright. It's alright it's alright it; s alright Fast foward now I'm 23, still got a middle finger to my enemies! Still got the kush rolled in the swisher sweet, Still trying to be heard up in the middle east! Ugh ugh Well I can dream right? Cause I live in hell at least it's what it seems like. I lost my cousin and my uncle in the same year, now it's just numb in my heart Ain't no pain here. It's crazy how the numbness seems to overcome the pain. We struggle and we strain right, every single day, right? But it's funny cause nobody's struggling the same right? Everybody got some shit they going through today, right? But don't trip on why you being put through it Cause life moves on you gotta keep shit moving. Don't trip on why you being put through it Cause life moves on you gotta keep shit moving. Repat