It's hard to fly when your Your numb inside and you You see your shadow when there is no light There's something wrong with me I swear I couldn't see All of the damage that I did that night Its five am and I still can't sleep I can't even stomach the thought to eat The more that think The more that I drink I'm falling apart, pills in the sink I regret the fact that it happened Look at me then, look at me now Steppin' it up you should be proud No foolin' around I'm throwin' it down All the mistakes we made It hurts me to feel It hurts me to fail You're only a memory My life is burning down With or without you Five pm and I'm walking alone Tell me the truth did you follow me home To tell me the things that everyone knows Tellin' me this, tellin' me that Listen to what? Here are the facts Pain, love, cheating, lies Hope, regret, and losing my mind Bury the time By closing my eyes All the mistakes we made You can tell me all the lies But I'm not having it All the mistakes we made You can drag me to the bottom But I'm not scared of this The ashes fall into the ground, into the ground It's hard to fly when your Your numb inside and you You see your shadow when there is no light There's something wrong with me I swear I couldn't see All of the damage that I did that night It hurts me to feel It hurts me to fail You're only a memory My life is burning down With or without you