I'm a loser, that doesn't know it
I'm grounded
You're an ocean
I'm swimming in alternatives
Who knows, where love is
I'm sorry, I confess
I need you, I really do
I want you, I think I do
I'm a dreamer that's always nervous
I guess I always sabotage everything on purpose
I don't wanna be alone again
I'm using you because I need a place to hide in
I'm sorry, I confess
It all began with Roxanne
I was 5 she was my sisters friend
Thinking countless pornomags
I was 6 years old, Thank you dad
7, I lost a truth or dare
My older brother's girlfriend met me there
Movin' to L.A. I'm scared
Mom and dad are breaking things
Move again and again, with trauma
Shut off, I'm numb
No one cares
I'm smart and weak, they pick on me
My father said I don't need friends
Teenage legs and now I'm strange
Beat us up with the words you say
Crash and burn, drink up, OD
Yeah, high school really emptied me
Straight A's through UCLA
OD'd again, I'm on my way
A liar turned virginity
For some drunken sex in the dorm room
Damaged goods, never could
Then a 100 girls, never good
Cheat on her, then moving in
Through worse, and ouch that needle sticks
Freefall after all, all year, after year
I had them all
Drunk and choked, coked I mean
And suddenly, swinging at Jenny
Sick of the beach, no where to live
My mistakes, killed my instead
Sober in Portland, and everything's perfect
But guess what, I have nothing left to give
Do you feel it? I do
Do you want out? I do
I'm not okay I confess
Do you feel it? I do
Do you want out? I do
I'm not okay I confess
Do you feel it? I do
Do you want out? I do
I'm not okay I confess
Do you feel it? I do
Do you want out? I do
I'm not okay I confess
It's better put to rest
It's better put to rest
I confess
I'm a loser
That doesn't know it