If you really love me
Then prove you're the sacrifice
I don't need liars
I just wanna be enough and suffice
I feel like life is pointless
And we're all in this empty void
I'm sorry I can't say how that I feel
It's not my choice
I know all you did was love me
And my first thought was just avoid
But you were fucking perfect
And now you're gone, I'm just annoyed
It's crazy how you go from being nothing to my whole voice
But I don't care no more because I'm dead
There's no noise
When you love me like you do
I forget my entire plans
I'm disheartened, cuz I know you
Won't always be in my hands
But you know, you know, it's wrong
If you throw me down again, we're done
I just need you to know that I've been fighting
I've been fighting for you
How could you be so heartless?
It's like I've been falling for you
But I had no harness
Mangled on the ground
I can't feel nothing at all
But you stole my lungs
And made me drown in alcohol
Give me one, two seconds
Cuz I don't know where we stand
And I don't wanna know my way back from here
From here
Cuz it's love that makes me seasick
All of my achievements
Turned into my demons
Only for one reason
Do you really know who I am?
Have you looked into it?
Cuz I don't think you understand
Who you're dealing with
I'm a messed up, washed up, part-time lover
Never gonna help when you need and you suffer
Happy ain't a feeling that I do, that I cover
You're the lifeline, I'm the heart beat crusher
But I know, I know, it's wrong
But now that I am dead, we're done
Guess you didn't know that I was fighting
I was fighting for you
Now, I'm the one who's heartless
It's like I was in so much pain
Now, it's yours to harness
I am underground
But don't feel nothing at all
Now my lungs don't work
So I can't drown in alcohol