Hurts to be me Like the burn from a flame upon my skin Doubting myself, is this what my 20s will be? If so, pass me an Adderall Help me stay warm in the fall Bags under my eyes Turning gray like the storm Tears fall way too often on my floor Love is not the kindest to me, not at all Trying to stay sane but it's hard Falling's way too easy, but it could leave scars, hey Good girls always smile Don't show too much pride Good girls always laugh You'll never catch them fight Good girls don't talk back Don't give them no slack Tired of living a lie, I'm the first good girl gone sad Oh, oh, oh, oh I'm the first good girl gone Oh, oh, oh, oh I'm the first good girl gone sad (oh) ♪ Good girls, they keep their grades And good girls, they all love to pray (to pray) I'm disconnected, I can't feel your presence Father forsake me no more (no more) Give me someone to adore (someone to be good for) Good girls always smile Don't show too much pride Good girls always laugh You'll never catch them fight Good girls don't talk back Don't give them no slack Tired of living a lie, I'm the first good girl gone sad Oh, oh, oh, oh I'm the first good girl gone Oh, oh, oh, oh I'm the first good girl gone sad (sad) (I'm the first good girl gone sad) (I'm a gone girl, going mad, yeah)