I'm hollowed out I'm just a shell of the girl that you've been whispering about And I don't talk to my friends anymore Guess it's all too much Mmmmmm Feelings come feelings go like clouds in the sky But dad says all I can do is watch them go by I don't know what to do Count my fingers like he told me to If my body was a hourglass And time moved faster with each passing day I wonder if I would have stayed If I only did what I was told And lost myself at 17 years old I wonder would I be the same Push me out pull me down make me feel it I loved you first loved you most but you don't give a shit Cut my ties cut my hair Cut something else I don't care anymore If my body was a hourglass And time moved faster with each passing day I wonder if I would have stayed If I only did what I was told And lost myself at 17 years old I wonder would I be the same And how am I supposed to live When I don't fit I'm the first one to leave the party But I'm still dancing