I feel your eyes step away from only mine Do you still love me as much? Fight after fight We keep saying the same goodbye But do I still want you as much? I throw myself in the fire Just to watch it all burn down I need to know that it's over Before I give in to the ground Was I just numb? Tryna be someone To keep your love Was I just numb? Tryna be someone To keep your love You show me how to see my soul in a thunder glow Still I was never enough How do I grieve for a past that wasn't so kind to me? I could never fix this love I throw myself in the fire Just to watch it all burn down I need to know that it's over Before I give in to the ground Was I just numb? Tryna be someone To keep your love Was I just numb? Tryna be someone To keep your love This hurt brings me to tears Knowing I wasted all these years Hey, can I borrow the map? So I can find a star without you This hurt brings me to tears Knowing I wasted all these years Hey, can I borrow the map? So I can find a star without you I throw myself in the fire Just to watch it all burn down I need to know that it's over Before I give in to the ground Was I just numb? Tryna be someone To keep your love Was I just numb? Tryna be someone To keep your love